Ok

I got rid of the image.

My current hope is that I was really high one day and put that image there and forgot about it. Its possible I guess.

I googled the title of that folder. Its a line from the second verse of the Great Hymn of Aten.

 The verse in its entirety is:
"When thou settest in the western horizon,
The land is in darkness, in the manner of death.
Men sleep in their chambers,
Their heads are wrapped up,
Their nostrils stopped, and none seeth the other.
Stolen are all their things that are under their heads,
While they know it not.
Every lion comes forth from his den,
All serpents, they sting.
Darkness reigns,
The world is in silence:
He that made them has gone to rest in His horizon."

 Aten is supposed to be my patron deity as according to my pagan friends so this does lend credence to being way to high and forgetting and feeling artsy. But damn, I was barely smoking at all last semester, it doesnt seem that likely. And I was almost never near a computer, not that I can recall.

I don't think its one of my friends, I didn't really tell anyone about the blog so I could say whatever I wanted to without starting drama.

Anyways, I found the first image online, it comes from some German photographer, and is the first thing to come up on google.

but thats not what really worries me.

I can't track down the second image anywhere. I don't know where it came from

Though, on closer examination its a figure walking away, not who I thought it was. So thats good at least.
Im going to put this down as "fuck you your not real" and leave it alone. Maybe get a new background image. One that wont be hidden and terrify me.

And them I'm gonna go out tonight I think. We'll see what happens.

OH GOD

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK


WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT IMAGE COME FROM


OH GOD

Do you guys fucking see that image behind my posts and stuff? How long has that fucking been there?


what the fuck

thats not the image I put back there

---edit---

found it. Screencap of where it was. I don't know what this fucking folder is. Its inside a folder I just dump stuff into, I never look in there.

 

there are two images in there:

this one is labled follow_me_into_the_light.jpg

the other one is

runfromthelight.jpg

That better not be who I think that is in the second picture.

FUCK. HOW LONG HAS THAT BEEN THERE?

Fluting the Hump

Well, I went to the party last night. it as kind of refreshing, actually, seeing all those kids still in High school who have issues I dont have to deal with anymore. Though they were still pretty obnoxious. I left early to go watch the fighter with my friend Brendan. If you like boxing and good acting, or just good acting, I reccomend it. Its gonna win some awards this year, I think.

Anyways, new years eve is tomorrow. I planned on going to boston, but I dont wanna have to drive up there. I might just hang out with my friend Duncan for a while. He lives just down the street, so I can just walk over there. Brendan might come too!

Its funny, I should be more afraid of my woods then I am. considering there aren't any light posts where I live, and slendy is supposed to love forests, I still feel safer here then I did in my brightly lit college. Even more so scince Solstice.

 Man, I miss being in college though.

I liked my freedom I had out there. My home life is a bit authoritarian.

Happy New years guys!

Havent really felt like wrtiting

not much is happening. I've been snowed in the last few days. I hate snow, so much. Uhghhhh.

I basically dont have any paranoia anymore, which is good.

Christmas was pretty nice. Got a sweet bathrobe, slippers and a beanbag chair. I plan on bringing the chair and the robe back to college.

Anna and I tried to hang out this week but with the blizzard its not worked out very well. Ah, well. ces't la vie. I was probably reading too much into things anyways...

Im invited to a party on Wendsday, but I don't really feel like going. People that I used to have to hang out with will be there, and I've learned since leaving home that I can't stand them. Criminals, girls that turned me down and Drama Queens. Bah, I say. I'll probably end up going anyways.


I'm looking forward to New Years Eve. I have plans to go into Boston, and word is K will be there...If she is, this might be my chance!

(Imagine me, posed on a cliff at sunset, posed in a lookout position, clenched fist held above me as the waves crash into the rocks, eyes closed intense expression. That is my emotion at the above statement)

Saw True Grit Sunday. WAY better than Tron. Jeff Bridges can actually act, which surprised me. I've not seen him as anyone but the Dude before this year.

Well, Im so tired I cant see straight so Ill be stopping this here. I'll clarify on anything that makes no sense later.

Twas the Night Before Christmas (Slenderman Edition)

Inspiration struck, and I did my best with it
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Twas the night before Christmas And all through the house

Not a person was festive I had reasons to grouse

The cameras were hung by the entry with care

In the fear that the Slenderman soon would be there

My dog all a shivering, and I with my light

Had just settled down for a long sleepless night

What outside my window arose such a clatter

I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.

Away to the window, my light did I flash,

Pulled up the blinds and pulled on the latch

Standing out there in the new-fallen snow
giving the lustre of mid-day to objects below

what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But old Slenderman? Oh, my heart filled with fear
When I knew what I saw, so lively and fast,

I got my weapons and readied to fight to the last

More rapid than eagles my crossbow did shoot
I shot in his head and shot in his foot

"Take this one and that one, and another to spare!
I’ll fill you with holes till your nothing but air!

Away from my porch! Away From my wall!

Now run away! Run away!I’ll shoot off your balls!"

Without so much as a word in reply

He raised up a hand straight into the sky

And then, in a twinkling, I heard on the roof
Not the sounds of Reindeer, but the sound of a boot
 
As I ran from the window and hurried downstairs
There stood the Slenderman without nary a care

Standing so smugly right next to the tree

I was so frightened I wanted to pee
  
His clothes were all tarnished with ashes and soot. 
From his slenderman face to his slenderman suit

I knew in a moment he’d just break my back

And then I would be his Christmas eve snack.
I swung with my sword! I swung with my bat!

I gave him a bash! I gave him a slash!

But still there he stood! His look oh so merry!

I’d gave it my best, I knew I was ready

But then I knew something was odd, for my foe

On top of his head, as pale as the snow

Had a small furry hat, colored red and white

And somehow I knew he’d not come to fight.

He reached with one claw, so long and so handy

And took from my tree a single sweet candy

And then reached within the folds of his jacket

And handed to me a small weighty packet

He then walked and returned to the tree

And from his coat pulled presents for my family and me

I can’t tell you how, and I can’t tell you why

But tonight, just tonight, He’s not a bad guy.

He finished his work, but before he could leave

I ran to the kitchen, and got him a treat

The plate full of cookies, left for St. Nick

But this time, for Slendy this might do the trick.

He took the plate, seemed to smile

I was glad for tonight, if just for a while

Peace and goodwill came not just for man

But for all of our enemies, even Ol’ Slenderman

I waved him goodbye as he vanished from sight

"Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good-night!"

News on the Slenderfront

ZEKESBACKZEKESBACKZEKESBACK!!!!!!!!!!

http://helpingthosehelpthemselves.blogspot.com/

I'm glad to see he's blogging again. ZEEEKEEEEEE~~~~~


For once, I am glad I only  have four followers. I'd be mortified if he ever saw that.

In other news, Zero did...well, whatever he did. And I'm getting mixed readings. Ron says it worked, whatever it was. Maudin claims we did some damage as well.

I think Zero's idea of the anti-Tulpa effect was a sound one. But did it actually work? Who knows.

Still...I'm a little unsettled by this whole thing. I wrote my solstice story hours before Zero posted.


I don't remember writing it, or any of the events I wrote.

I stayed inside all night on the solstice. I went outside for maybe five minutes, went to bed around three. The blog was posted sometime after three.

Before someone cries Slenderman, I know I'm not hunted. I'm only a little disconcerted. I used to sleep write  sometimes when I was younger. I had been planning a Solstice blog before I went to bed, and I left my computer on, so it could be that again. Or, I could have been hacked, but I kind of doubt that. Changed my password anyways.

 Its not a scary or bad post, though, so Im not concerned. I've treated it like a blog post I wrote and Im going to keep treating it as such.

My brother is back in town

My brother is home tonight! we decorated the Christmas Tree as a family, carols playing, drinking eggnog. He was complaining the whole time, but its just like him. He's such a Tsundere.

my brother's name is Ben.  We're twins. Fraternal, if you are really curious. Everything I am, he's the opposite. Also, don't tell him I said this, but  while he's the stronger of the two of us and the faster on the land, I'm easily the smartest and the best looking. When we were kids, and fought, we usually tied though, because I'd get pig-headed.

I was up until about four last night, talking with friends through facebook and watching the stream of the Eclipse.

Did anyone else see something...suspicious in the moon?

Here, look at it. Look at the dark spots.

look at the Dark Spots. Hint: the middle spot is a head.

I watched this thing go from looking directly at me, to writhing in pain, to eventually vanishing.

So Im going to take that as a good omen.

Especially after what happened last night.